Pendidikan Seni Visual-60
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I am a failure.
Everytime I look at the mirror, the mirror reflects the word 'LOSER'.
Everytime I look at the paper, I saw a jerk.
Useless fella (it pronounce as fe-ller).
I am useless. What am I born out for? What is the purpose of my life?
Words like "You are born to live a life" are crap. (No offence!)
What am I use for?
I doubt my existence. I always have. I always question the reason why I exist.
I have two idiotic thoughts:
A: I am a result of clergy error, whether is by purpose or accidental. Therefore, I am not living with my biological parents.
B: I am a result of an irresponsible act. An act just for fun and pleasure for a moment, but the burden to be carried for a life-time.
Whether is it A or B, the end result is still the same:
I keep wondering to myself: I am useless in any ways (unless you can prove it that I am still worth), so why am I here?
Am I still worth?
Is life still worth living?
I am a failure.
Everytime I look at the mirror, the mirror reflects the word 'LOSER'.
Everytime I look at the paper, I saw a jerk.
Useless fella (it pronounce as fe-ller).
I am useless. What am I born out for? What is the purpose of my life?
Words like "You are born to live a life" are crap. (No offence!)
What am I use for?
I doubt my existence. I always have. I always question the reason why I exist.
I have two idiotic thoughts:
A: I am a result of clergy error, whether is by purpose or accidental. Therefore, I am not living with my biological parents.
B: I am a result of an irresponsible act. An act just for fun and pleasure for a moment, but the burden to be carried for a life-time.
Whether is it A or B, the end result is still the same:
I=rubbish
I keep wondering to myself: I am useless in any ways (unless you can prove it that I am still worth), so why am I here?
Am I still worth?
Is life still worth living?

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