This blog will go offline effective on December 1, 2009

In the Next Stop-Blue Sky blog (http://nextstop-bluesky.blogspot.com), the 1st Resolution on the 2nd EGM, held on 26th of November, 2009, will be passed automatically as there are not enough voters.

With the resolution approved, this blog will be officially offline. Any posts about personal life will be written in Next Stop-Blue Sky.

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Depression......

Pendidikan Seni Visual-60
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I am a failure.

Everytime I look at the mirror, the mirror reflects the word 'LOSER'.

Everytime I look at the paper, I saw a jerk.

Useless fella (it pronounce as fe-ller).

I am useless. What am I born out for? What is the purpose of my life?

Words like "You are born to live a life" are crap. (No offence!)

What am I use for?

I doubt my existence. I always have. I always question the reason why I exist.

I have two idiotic thoughts:

A: I am a result of clergy error, whether is by purpose or accidental. Therefore, I am not living with my biological parents.

B: I am a result of an irresponsible act. An act just for fun and pleasure for a moment, but the burden to be carried for a life-time.

Whether is it A or B, the end result is still the same:

I=rubbish


I keep wondering to myself: I am useless in any ways (unless you can prove it that I am still worth), so why am I here?

Am I still worth?

Is life still worth living?

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